presses face against screen

tf2rp is like

bad memories but also REALLY GOOD MEMORIES??

it’s really conflicting and im sad that I had to ollie out for so long but

im having a lot of fun with ellen and derp again and believe it or not having fun on tegakie and it’s helping me loosen up + with my style again

UGH IDK Because i get really sad about it a lot but at the same time it’s really fun and its weird

i just

am really appreciative of everyone from tf2rp because a lot of you were really cool and sweet and awesome and ok lets face it my art was REALLY BAD when i joined but i was still a part of the community and everyone was fun and yeah a lot of drama but

and you guys helped me learn to draw a lot better I think like esp Yaz, Zo, and Jana??? I MEAN I could go down a list of people who have inspired me and who’s style helped me draw actually like a LOT of you like I know Robo did a lot and Jones too and Ellen IDK

I CAN JUST see what i’ve stolen from other peoples’ art from tf2rp a lot and

IDK IM JUST

i have a lot of

feelings tonight ok

Ahahahh, oh my god can I just add to that? Because… idk, I’m STILL on hiatus and you can say I’m pretty much away from tf2rp now, and sometimes I think apping PEnny was a bad decision because I’m never there.

But honestly how could I live, this rp gave me so much I don’t know where to start!

ok lets face it my art was REALLY BAD when i joined but i was still a part of the community and everyone was fun

I BET EVERYONE COULD SAY THE SAME THING! Except maybe Yaz… and Zo and Jing and Jana and… er, ok, well, MOS OF US COULD SAY THAT. like, mini app for the rp was my FIRST TE COMMENT lmao oh god it’s so embarassing to remember now, awww. AND EVERYONE WAS SO NICE ANYWAY wow! funny thing I can appreciate it now. I wasn’t thinking anything like this back then… to be honest, I WASN’T THINKING back then AT ALL lol.

and yeah a lot of drama but

I ALWAYS MISSED THE DRAMAS! I somehow regreted it, lol, I remember wanting to know everything about the rp. But I STILL don’t know much about dramas. Only glimpses?

I MEAN I could go down a list of people who have inspired me and who’s style helped me draw actually like a LOT of you like I know Robo did a lot and Jones too and Ellen IDK

Oh man, oh man, and P-RO! and Monkeyoo and VAC and Marr with their awesome lineart and stylisation. I knew nothing about drawing with tablet before I joined the rp. Everyone helped and inspired me so much.

Most of all… and I love it the most…

The rp tought me that awesome art is not everything. Like… it doesn’t matter how good you are in drawing when you create the most interesting character/plot twist/rp event. Everyone’s awesome no matter how good their skills are. And…

AND HAVE FUN! ALL THE TIME! 8D Because this is the reason! The fun!

Damn. It’s been what - almost five years now? Whoa~ I feel so old. xD

Tagged: tf2rp feels aww I may cry a little drunk

Posted on June 3, 2012 via whaoAnon with 11 notes

Source: whaoanon

Tagged: I DRAW WHAT I WANT art who is this people I don't even know this is ugly

Posted on June 3, 2012 with 4 notes

I CAN’T DEAL WITH THIS UPDATE.

what is this I don’t even

Jake

Tagged: oh god this is stupid

Posted on June 1, 2012

I don’t wanna go to work.

I just want to watch transformers all day.

8’l

Tagged: so lazy but it's friday

Posted on June 1, 2012

So Red Alert has “best ears in the business”

jeidekka:

londonprophecy:

jeidekka:

londonprophecy:

jeidekka:

londonprophecy:

jeidekka:

and he can hear literally everything that’s going on around him. Even if somebodies are interfacing. Every secret, every scream and every dirty word whispered. And Rung knows it.

Now imagine how Skids tries to make Rung to interface with him and Rung knows Red Alert can hear them.

what if they’ve interfaced already and Rung is just sat there mortified, staring off terrified into the distance and all he can think is

“he heard every word”

And there’s another session of therapy tomorrow.

i think Red Alert will have heard enough interfacing going on to not care anymore

unless it sounds like suspicious interfacing

then he goes to investigate

but idk what suspicious interfacing would sound like asdfg

suspicious interfacing asdgjawkjd

like “he’s holding for too long even tho usually overloads quite quickly SOMETHING’S NOT RIGHT THERE”?

listening in and then he realises

“THEY USUALLY OVERLOAD BY NOW SOMETHING IS OBVIOUSLY GOING ON”

or “HIS THRUSTING PATTERN IS OFF HE IS UP TO SOMETHING’

” TOTALLY NEED TO CHECK IT. RIGHT NOW”

or just “no no no doing it totally wrong, he whines much louder when you touch his thighs”